I fucking respect your sister (or daughter)!

Abigail Pereira Aranha

Hi, my friends and my womyn enemies. Few days ago, I was with my family and I had something to break a series of sad texts. One of my brothers and my father were chating with two friends in a bakery, having a coffee. It was not in our hometown, it was in another city where I lived and where we have relatives who we were visiting. These friends were some of those friends who rocked me in their arms. I will call them Alex and Nestor. They are chating, then they had a brief conversation about me and Alex said: "I have a big respect to Abigail". Nestor replied: "Abigail worths too much respect, she is very admirable". Alex replied: "I respect her and how" (I respect). In Portuguese, it sounds like "I respect her and I fuck". It was a not intentional joke. Everybody there laughed, discreetly. I was arriving there, but they didn't see me. I saluted the people: "Hi, folks, Abigail is me". Then, they saw me. More laughters, now at will. I kissed them, we continued that conversation for a little, and we went to my uncle's house. Oh, when we were leaving there, I put myself between my friends and said "my friends, the people here don't believe a girl can be respected and fucked". I put my arms in their butts and they put each one a hand on my butts, and so we exited from there. The laughters were shy. I hardly heard a mature woman saying "I was finding it funny because I thought she was going to reprimand these boys, but she is really a slut".

In my sexual curriculum, are included some friends of my father and my brothers (well, also male friends of my sisters). In the earliest adventures, it seemed like I was a lewd boy and they were virgin maidens. They were afraid of my family, afraid of losing a friendship. Some of them had that idea of two types of women, the "respectables" and the "sluts", and they became ashamed about my approaches because they "respected" me. My father and my male brothers caught me several times naked in a friend's home or "in action" with a friend (or two, three). Friends of mine and theirs. Some friendships became weakened, but not so much because of my family, it was because of shame of our friends even when my family did not know about our sexual contact, so I had to restore the contact of several friends with my family. I took some of them to my father's home in some familiar meetings. I tried to make joke when I was with them, trying to put them closer. I had luck, always I got success. In the beginning, I made the sexual harassment, after it, they felt free to make some approaches. Alex and Nestor were some of these friends.

With Alex, who is a friend and former work colleague of my father, I was travelling in a intercity bus in a cold night when I was 16 years old, and I was carrying a blanket, I put the blanket over us and he handled my breasts while I handled his cock. I gave him a blowjob as I could, because that position was very uncomfortable. My father and Alex's son, who were my childhood friend, were at seats beside us and saw me sucking his dick as I could. It lasted about 10 seconds, because they, and us, were worried about some passenger to catch us, but I got him to cum. After it, I called my childhood friend to change his position with his father and I made the same thing with him. After it, I went to my father to sit beside him. We remembered this case in the way to my uncle's house, my father said he got a little shocked at that moment, but he found it funny some hours after. Ah, two weeks after that case, Alex indicated me for a job in a diner where he had a friend. Sometimes, he went there and called me for a snack and a chat, when there were not another costumers.

With Nestor, when I was 15 years old, I was going back home at night when he was also going back to his home by car, he said he was worried about my safety, I thanked him and said, jokingly, he deserved to make with me what the bad guys would do, so I showed him a porn pocket magazine I bought that day. We made a little detour to a quiet street where he could get a blowjob and enjoy my pussy, but we interrupted the "action" and ended it in front of my brother's house, where I lived, I rode on Nestor on the driver seat (horrible position, but that was funny), the street was also quiet, but my brother saw us. That's OK because he perceived that the rape initiative was mine, hehehehe. I brought Nestor to my brother's house to have some juice and cheese bread, he is also a long time friend of my brother. He entered a little shy, but normal, I entered with my panties in my hand and a mark of the car internal mirror in my forehead. This was our first time, the next was more comfortable, also when I was going back home at night, but we made all at his home, and was I the visitor eating a snack, he left me in my home with safety and without disrespect, only with some spoons of sperm in my mouth, hehehehe. We also remembered these two cases (this brother who was with us is not that one, but he knew about this case).

Ah, when I was 15, I went to a classmate's home to study Mathematics, I was in 1st year of second grade. His parents are divorced, he lived with his mother, who was an absent ugly lesbian who earned alimony. Who were there were I, this classmate, his youngest brother (14 years old), another classmate, and a boy in the previous year (9th year of first grade) also studying Mathematics. The mom were not there. As it was warm, I proposed: let us take off our clothes? I got nude first, I said "no one here will laugh about fellow's cock", the boys got nude. You cannot imagine what we did immediately after. We studied Mathematics. But in 5 minutes, I had an idea for the playground. I said: "Do you remember those drawings of pharaohs and slaves with winnowers beside them? Let's make a play: two of you will fuck me while the other two will freshen us up". Because it was hot, and make double penetration when it's warm is hard. Since sex with teenagers lasts less, I made double penetration with the four boys, alternately, in less than 30 minutes. We went back to the books, still nude. The boys were even smarter! We studied about one hour and played again. So, my sister who knew two of these boys went there to talk some things with me, she knocked the door, we left it badly closed, it opened and she saw me having a DP. Some seconds after, we saw her looking at us, paralyzed. I went towards her gladly, naturally, but without kiss her face since she saw what was in my mouth. We had a conversation, I give her some water, she went back home, and we went back to the books for two hours more. She said me, the day after, that she did not imagine a double penetration before seeing that. But after it, her relationship with her two friends became better, because the boys improved in Mathematics and often mentioned me gratefully. I even presented her the other two, but I made it clear: the only young gangbanger whore in our family and our city was me. But everything went good, even one of these new friends almost became a boyfriend. They, I and my father were together in my father's (and her) house, my sister said him: "I liked you so much, I would like to marry you, but we have to be just friends, you commit prostitution with my youngest sister, I am evangelical and I am still virgin, I'd rather not to imagine how I could satisfy you". He replied: "be calm, I would respect you like [I respect] your sister". I said: "that's the problem, sweet, fuck the sister-in-law is not allowed!" (in Portuguese, "I would respect you like [I respect] your sister" sounds like "I would respect you, I fuck your sister"). We all laughed.

The major reason that made it all go on well is me valuing the men of worth and, in consequence, they valuing me. I have contact with good men in my everyday life as every women, my difference is my esteem for the ethics and for the nobility of spirit. I give my preference to them, open to new kitten who can enter in my life. I keep away from casual sex, though I had sex with some friends in our first contact, for safety. Then, my father and my male brothers did not bother because of my sexual life in my adolescence because they did not see me very close to bad boys or bad girls. I try to demonstrate with these cases that a man having respect for a woman is not the opposite of seeing her sexually. As I use to say, if a man respecting a woman was him to marry her before they have sex, domestic violence would not be the main cause of violent deaths for women. Every case of a woman so-called disrespected is a woman who keep close with cretin men, a woman who considers heterosexuality itself as a outrage or some unhappy man or woman who wants to own the sister's or daughter's body and gives to her and the men surrounding her the real disrespect.